(journal entry Feb 19)
What if you went to the doctor one day and found out that you could actually have something serious? What if you had to decide to have your children tested for something they really could care less about at this time in their life? What if you woke up one day and had the realization that life might be shorted than you would want? What if you knew you had to change your work situation and just did not know where to begin? What if you also had a reality check of the extra twenty pounds that crept up on you....and that summer will soon be here and your body is not ready for that bikini. One can only make assumptions to their answers until you really have to decide. So what if?